For the last 24 hours I was totally confined to a wheel chair. I have some syndrome of the knee cap that has a really long name but whatever, I'm working my way up to crutches. Losing my independence is honestly driving me nuts and I'll be damned if I need two men to help lift me into a car ever again. The pain was so bad when my uncle picked me up out of bed that I needed to bite on a towel because I couldn't control myself from yelling "FUCK" or "NO" and my mom was affraid someone would hear me and call the cops. One day this will be funny.