Kiss me on the bus.

Tomorrow I begin the first work on my half sleave, I'm so sorry mom, you'll never understand but it's gonna be beautiful. So excited. I'm really happy lately, I think it's because when I caught up with kevin on the phone the other day, we talked for almost two hours, and I realized that I don't need to hold onto things, they stay if they're supposed to, and him and I both agreed that pretty much no one knows us inside and out like we do for eachother, so we gotta hold onto that...also, right now I'm just supposed to be focusing on my friends and getting that 4.0 GPA because that's how I do.


My dad texted me today and said "I get my license back june 2nd" which is my sister's birthday. I will never get into a car with him, I kinda miss the way he'd hug me and lift me up mad high and we'd start to laugh at exactly the same time, we have the smile (crescent moon eyes, as kevin would always say), it makes me laugh still to this day to eat next to him because we have the same exact mannerisms. He's got alot to prove now, but the mystery of his life is still be super fascinating to me.

I'm so connected to him it makes me sick usually, such weird coincidences, like even the fact that he's allowed to drive again on my little sister's birthday? like okay, thanks higher power, you always make me laugh dont you....